And I've made a lot, especially recently.
I have become a person I don't necessarily like, one that does not care about others feelings or even her own. I think everyone has a point in their life when things change so rapidly that you kind of go crazy, well that's what happened. I did things I never thought I'd do (or wanted to) and I regret every minute of them. Some, I could've definitely lived without, but other mistakes I have learned greatly from.
To quote my great grandmother, "never do what cannot be undone, and always tell the truth, even if it hurts you it's the right thing to do." Two of the most important rules to live by, that I have not been abiding by recently (sorry Monie). But, life is all about learning, and the only think you can do after you've made a mistake is learn from it. I know I can't fix what I've done, but I can definitely prevent it from happening again. Unfortunately, I have realized I am capable of horrible things I never thought possible, but I have also realized that it's not who I am, and I refuse to take that path any more.
Remember: Everyone makes mistakes. The difference is that some people continue making mistakes, while others learn from them and become better people. I hope to be the latter.
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